tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-71921226164924047822024-03-20T05:11:04.897-07:00The Canary's CupcakeMMGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14706475883369168837noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7192122616492404782.post-48167408938704269432011-11-07T03:21:00.000-08:002014-07-28T03:22:23.148-07:00April 9, 2011I am reposting this<br />
Because I found out that this<br />
Beautiful MOM died<br />
On October 30<br />
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Although I never asked her name<br />
She was a neighbor of my Parents<br />
and so therefore<br />
My Mom called tonight with the sad news.<br />
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She left 2 very young children.<br />
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Please pray for her family.<br />
<br />
Bryanna<br />
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CONFESSION orginally posted April 9, 2011<br />
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In "flight attendant" land... where I once existed<br />
There is a 'flying' term called "jumpseat confession"<br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Basically what this means is that</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">When a flight attendant is sitting on thier jumpseat</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">(a jumpseat is where the flight attendants sit for take off/landing/turbulance)</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">You may find yourself sitting next to a flight attendant </span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">you will </span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">never</span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;"> see again</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">This is because there are thousands of flight attendants</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Especially for large airlines </span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Like United ('my' airline)</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">So because you may never see this person sitting next to you</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Ever again</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">You have the freedom to</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Get anything off your chest</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">So over the years I heard many stories</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">And shared some of my own</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">I have to admit that I did enjoy the freedom of</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Being able to talk freely</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">And not judged</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: x-small;"><span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">ut in lieu of a jumpset</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: x-small;"><span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">With another Mom </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: x-small;"><span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Who was also watching her children play</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">I never met her before</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">And I</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Do not know her name</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">We just starting talking</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">As we watched our children play</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">She asked if I was having any more children</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">And I told her about Swan.</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">AND</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">She told me about breast cancer</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Hers</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">And how she found it after a miscarriage</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">3 years ago</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">For that miscarriage she was grateful</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">And</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Eventually had a healthy birth </span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">A daughter</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">She continued to talk and</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">so she said, </span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: italic; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">That the cancer was back</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">This time in her bones</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">And liver</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Stage 4</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">I watched her quietly watching her children</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">A</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">3 year old daughter</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">and </span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">6 year old son</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">I noticed </span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">That her hair was gone </span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">And her skin translucent</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">She looked fragile</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">And very, very beautiful</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">We said goodbye</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Shortly after our "confessions" </span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Over the last few days</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Ive thought about her </span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">A LOT </span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Especially yesterday as I held the final autopsy report</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">for my baby Swan</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">In my hands</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">And wept</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">But not just for me</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Or for Swan</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">But for her</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Life is short</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Don't waste it.</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Bryanna</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><br style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">*images are of my crafting room. Ive been spring cleaning.</span>MMGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14706475883369168837noreply@blogger.com